Day 98 Of Daily Jounrnal

Day 98 was a busy day I had a lot of running around to do and then I got a letter in the post that I need to sort out and just lots of little jobs really that took up my time.

Day 98 of Daily Journal

Today, was a better day I managed to get a lot of small jobs done and got ready for a busy week of working. I am really enjoying working a lot more as it keeps me occupied and keeps my mind off everything that is going on. There were lots of little jobs that I had to do today so I feel accomplished that I managed to get them all done.

Tomorrow I have got to go back to work and then after work, I will be going to see my friend as it is there 18th birthday so I have got them a little something so that they can celebrate it properly. It will also be nice to see them as well as it has been a while since I have seen them.

The best thing about working is not just the fact that I have got some more money coming in but the fact that I actually have something productive to do and that I can get taught some more lessons that I never knew. It is great to see other people again at work as I have almost missed that human contact with everything that has been going off with the lockdown.

My nan is also doing better I managed to call in and see her today before I went shopping so that was nice just to call in and see how she was doing after everything that has happened. She is very well and so is my grandpa. 

Things for me are about to become very busy but it is important that you try your best to stay on top of things whilst you are trying to work a lot and make sure that nothing falls behind. 

Stay Frosty Much Love IFB :) 

Day 97 Of Daily Journal

Day 97 of daily journal and today was an alright day, saw my family and I relaxed for most of the day. Still been playing games a lot and trying to make some money.

Day 97 Of Daily Journal

Today was an alright day I went up to my nans to see her make sure she is well and she even made me Sunday dinner for me so that was a nice treat. My nan had a fall the other day so it was good to go and check up on her and make sure that she is well. I did some online shopping today and by that I mean I added some items to my basket so that I know what to get when I get some money in.

Tomorrow, I am going to go out and see a friend and maybe go shopping before I see them for some more bits that I know that I am running out of. I know that I need some juice so I might call in at the shopping center before I go out and see what the queue is like. I will probably just end up going shopping after I have been out so that I can put them straight into the fridge without having to worry about the shopping getting warm.

I have been feeling a lot better these past few days with my mental health I am still struggling but I feel like I am getting somewhere with it. I have been playing games as well trying to earn some money by playing them and so far it is actually going well. I have invested some money that I have already made back into the games so that I can earn more for playing them.

My life has got very bust these past few weeks and I have been able to pick up a lot more work which is good as it means that I will be getting more money in so I can pay for my insurance and actually start living. The furlough scheme that I am on is going to end soon but I will let you know more about that when I know more information.

This blog page has really helped me in times when I did not think anything else would so I will be continuing them as my life progresses further. I am not sure where my life will go but I am more focused on living right now instead of trying to focus more on what the future might hold. 

Stay Frosty Much Love IFB : )

Day 96 Of Daily Journal

Day 96 was a very nice day of not doing anything all day and just relaxing, just what the doctor ordered really after long stressful days.

Day 96 of Daily Journal

Today was a good day of not doing anything apart from chilling out in bed, I did play some games for a while and that was very nice but apart from that I did not do much just relaxed and did nothing which was very nice. I have had some long a stressful day recently so doing nothing all day and relaxing was very nice. 

Tomorrow, I might go out shopping or I might go up to my nans for Sunday dinner like I usually do on Sunday if I am not working. I will be going back to work next week which will be good as it means that I will be getting money in so that I can pay my insurance off a bit more. I am trying to save as much as I can so that my insurance is dealt with early and I have more spending money for my self.

I have still been trying to make some money online but it is a struggle but I will be sure to let you know if I make anything and how much I make if you are curious. There will be a post about how I made that money and what I did to make it and to get started so that some of you can make some money as well. It is a long process but I hope that the results are worth it in the end.

There have been lots of different jobs that I have been offered throughout this lockdown and I have taken as many as I can so that I still have some money coming in. Even though most of the shops are closed online shops are still open and they have been very tempting to buy things from as I do not have to leave my house for them.

I think that online shopping has really helped us all get through this lockdown as it is the only thing that we have been excited for. You have got to admit that when you get a parcel in the post you are very excited to open it even though you know exactly what it is because you ordered it. I think it is like Christmas every time a parcel comes through my door.

Thank you for taking the time to read this post and I hope to be making many more in the future.

Stay Frosty Much Love IFB :) 

Day 95 Of Daily Journal

Day 95 of daily journal and today has been an alright day I guess I definitely had a lot of fun throughout the day but then at night it killed the buzz that I had. 

Today was an alright day I saw one of my friends and we had lots of fun, her birthday is coming up so I went to town with her so that she could pick out her birthday present. After we had done that we went back to my house for a few hours so we could just relax and be together. I did want to spend longer with her but then she had to go home. It was a really good day up until tonight I had some family problems that were really difficult to deal with.

Tomorrow is an unexpected day as I do not know what I am doing tomorrow, I might be laying in bed all day or I might go and see that friend again or I might even be at work I do not know what is happening tomorrow which is strange for me as I like to plan ahead usually. Things in my life are still very complicated but I guess the main thing that matters is that I am coping with it well.

My headphones have packed in now so I will have to buy some new ones, I did try to fix them with some tape but they have completely snapped now which was not good because I need them for work sometimes as they are really good quality headphones, well they were until they broke. I must have had these headphones for a good couple of years so they have definitely lasted me. 

I am still unsure if I should stop these daily uploads at day 100 or if I should continue to do them and just change the time that I post them as I have got to stay up to post them and it is really taking it out of me. 

I have just had the world's biggest moth fly into my room it nearly gave me a heart attack it was huge and the worst bit it is I have lost it somewhere in my room now :( It is like a scene out of bugs life in my room now I hate it.

Stay Frosty Much Love IFB :) 

Day 94 Of Daily Journal

Day 94 has been a very long day, I have been working and then I have had to do some house chores nevermind to mention the heatwave.

Day 94 Of Daily Journal

Today has been a long day I have been working and then I had to sort the doctors out so that they could phone me back tomorrow and I could finally get some proper hayfever tablets that might actually work. Speaking of work today, I was working with fiberglass and I did not wear the right gear for it so it got all over me and it has been non-stop itching. I did get a nice cold shower when I got in and that was very nice especially since I have been working inside in this heatwave that we are currently having.

Tomorrow, I have got to phone the doctors and then I have got to go to my nans to make sure that she is okay because I have not seen her and then I think that I am going to spend the rest of the day tomorrow just relaxing and trying to feel better after the few days of hard work that I have had. My hayfever has been a bit better today but then again I have taken more tablets than I should of so that will have helped.

I hope that the doctors offer me something proper for my hayfever I am not fussed what it is as long as it works and actually makes my symptoms better and makes it so that I can breathe again. I am really feeling the effects of working again as my legs are starting to hurt again but I guess that is a small price to pay to make sure that I have got some money coming in.

I have been feeling a bit better with my mental health, having something to do all day has really helped me escape my mind and has taken a lot of pressure off me as I am not overthinking things and they are not getting complicated. It has been hard but I think that I am slowly getting through it, the most important thing to remember is to stay strong through anything you are going through. There will be a positive outcome and it will be worth it in the end.

Stay Frosty Much Love IFB :) 

Day 93 Of Daily Journal

Day 93 was an alright day my hayfever has got so much worse and I think that I am going to end up in the hospital again with it.

Day 93 Of Daily Journal

Today was an alright kind of day and I have been working since early this morning and I did not get back in until late, it was good because it took my mind off things which I need but then recently my hayfever has got so much worse. I really think that I am going to end up in the hospital with it, I am taking strong hayfever tablets for it but they do not seem to be doing anything for me and it is really bad like struggling to breathe badly.

Tomorrow, I have got another day at work, hopefully, it won't be as long but I do not know as everything seems to be going wrong with it. I guess it is just one of those things but we plan to do a job and it might take 15 minutes to do but then when we get to it the job takes 1 hour to do and then the hours start adding up and then we don't leave until really late. I am enjoying the work even though it is not in the best environments it still works so it brings some more money in. 

I am going to have to go to the doctors for my hayfever but if they don't help me then I am going to end up in the hospital for it because it is that bad. Nevermind the heat as well, I can't have my window open to cool my rooms down as that is literally killing me. I wish there was a cure for hayfever that I could use to stop all symptoms of it but I don't think that exists. 

I still have not been feeling much better since the news that I got yesterday but I have tried to fill my time with anything that I can to take my mind off it. There is so much going on in my life right now I have not had a spare few minutes to even think about things properly. It is hard but I will get there in the end if this bloody hayfever does not kill me off first.

Stay Frosty Much Love IFB :) 

Day 92 Of Daily Journal

Day 92 was a bad day for me I got some very bad news from a friend that has really affected my day and just put a massive downer on my day/night.

Day 92 Of Daily Journal

Today, I spent most of my time at work, I did go for a walk after work that was nice but then once I came home from that I got some very bad news from a friend and that news really just has effected my day. I was hoping that today was going to be a good day but then when I got that news it nearly killed me off. I do not want to go into a lot of detail about it as it is personal and I am still trying to deal with it.

Tomorrow, I have got work again so that will be nice to take my mind of this news that I got I would like to get some sleep as well at some point but I know that it is not going to becoming easy for me tonight. I am very tired but as soon as I try to go to sleep I just lay there awake probably because there is so much on my mind right now. 

I think when I reach day 100 of daily journals I am going to take a break from them and just try and focus more on myself as right now this is nearly killing me off. I have got so much work on and I am not making enough money from this blog page to be able to not work if you know what I mean. I would like it to get to a point where I do not have to work and I can rely on the income from this page but right now I have not even made £1 from it. 

I am going to try and make this short but definitely not sweet, it feels like everything in my life is just not going right for me and I do not know what to do to fix it. Whenever I think that I am making some progress then I just lose it again and end up going right back to where I started and I just can't keep it up.

Stay Frosty Much Love IFB :) 

Day 91 Of Daily Journal

Day 91 of daily journal and today has not been a terrible day, I have been playing a lot of games and just been trying to take my mind off everything and relax a bit.

Day 91 Of Daily Journal

Today was an alright day I did not do much I have just spent most of the day playing games on the site that I mentioned in my earlier post which you can check out here. It has been nice to have some time alone again just away from everything and time to really focus on myself and what I want. It has been very hard these past few weeks but I have not given up completely. There have been times where I have been close but I have not given up.

Tomorrow, I would like to be out of the house for most of the day so that I can take a break from gaming and sitting to stare at the same four walls in my house. I do not know what I am going to do it will just be best to get out of the house for a while so that I can take a break from everything and maybe even go on a walk. That is one of the main things that I am going to miss when the world goes to a new normal the amount of free time that I have got to go on walks and just be in nature.

One of the important lessons that these past few weeks have taught me is not to give up yes you can come close to giving up but as long as you stick with it and keep fighting you can achieve anything you want. My hayfever has really been killing me the past few days as well, I am on strong tablets for it as well which is what I do not understand. For most of the day, I am alright but then it hits me when I least expect it to, when I think that I am alright and I have got these tablets that work that's when it gets me the most.

I wonder if there is a cure for hayfever that I can inject or something because I am sick of this always ruining my plans especially in times like these where if you sneeze everyone turns around and looks at you. It is hard but I think that I am coping with it well, I am just going to try and make sure that I am protected when I go back to work. 

The worst bit about hayfever is definitely the runny nose it is always off on one and then sometimes it can be that bad that it ruins your meal because your nose is that blocked that you can not taste your food. I have had that before and I have ended up in the hospital because of my hayfever before that they were no help really. If any of you have any suggestions for hayfever I would love to hear them.

Stay Frosty Much Love IFB :) 

Rollercoin Review- Make Money From Games

Throughout the past few days, I have been trying this website called rollercoin that claims that it pays you for playing games on their site. Here is my review of this site.

Rollercoin is a type of altcoin currency that you can make by playing games on this site. Every time you win a game you get rewarded in ghs and then you use this ghs to mien cryptocurrency. It is like a cloud mining program but instead of investing money into it, you can make the ghs by playing games.

There is a verity of games that you can play but after you have played one there is a cool-down period for you so what I like to do is set myself up with about 4 games that I like to play and then play them one after the other so that when I have finished playing the last game the cool-down period for the games is reset and I can keep playing. On this site, there is a verity of games that you can play so you definitely will not be bored.

I have not been paid from this site yet but I have looked into it and a lot of other people are getting paid from it so only time will tell. For the first payment that I reach I am going to reinvest it back into the site so that I can be earning as much money as possible. 

The best bit about the games on this site is that the more you play them the harder they get so you always have a new challenge to do. There is a worldwide competition that you can take part in so you can become the highest player on the site, this is the challenge that I am going for.

If you want to check out this site then click here or you can click the URL at the end of this post, if you have got some spare time then I would highly recommend you using this site and it kills some times as well and you get to make some money as well. 

There are options for you to make money through cloud mining as well so if you do not want to play games to make money you can buy one of there cloud miners to make you some money as well,. I have tried lots of these websites that claim to be able to make money for you but none of them actually payout and this is the only site that has been able to make me come back to there site for a few days. The games that they have got on rollercoin are very addicting and makes you want to keep playing.

Check out Rollercoin here: https://rollercoin.com/?r=k1gu3f1n

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Day 90 Of Daily Journal

Day 90 of my daily journal and today was an alright day nothing special really, I am still shocked to see how much my page has grown throughout these past 90 days.

Today was fathers day so I went up to my nans to go and see my grandpa as I know he likes fathers day the best, He looked after me when I was a kid and that means the most to me and that is what I remember on fathers day. Apart from that, all I have been doing all day is playing games. I have found this cool new site to play them on and you can actually earn money from doing it. I will be sure to make a proper review of the site in the future so I can share with all of you guys my way of making some extra side money.

Tomorrow, I have got nothing to do all day so I will probably just be sat playing games again, I am not bothered as it gives me something to do and it takes my mind of things that are happening in my life it is like my escape from everything. When I am gaming it means that I am not focusing on what is going on inside my head and I do not have to think about anything because I am just oo focused on the game.

My escape before was to go to the gym because it was a way of working on myself and it always made me feel better once I had been to the gym but ever since this lockdown happened I have not been able to go to the gym so I had to find a new escape. I searched ages online for things that I want to buy and then remembered that I do not have any money so then I went looking for ways that I could possibly earn some extra money. 

I have tried to do this before and not really had any luck doing so but now I think that I have found a way for me to earn some money. I am not sure though because I have not been paid from this site yet and really I want to reinvest any money that I make back into the site for future earnings. 

Be sure to follow my page and share it with your friends so that when I write a review on this site you will be able to use it to make some money and to kill some time playing games as well. Overall today has not been a bad day just not perfect and it has not been good either it has just been alright. 

Stay Frosty Much Love IFB :) 

Day 89 Of Daily Journal

Day 89 of daily journal and today has been a long day both physically and emotionally, it is also the world's longest day as well so I thought it was fitting. 

Day 89 Of Daily Journal

Today has been the world's longest day and I have felt it, I have been hot all day and I have not been to get comfy at all. One minute I am sweating the next minute I am wrapped in bed all snug I am not sure what is wrong with me. I have spent most of the day today just on my computer playing games running a few tests and stuff just trying to keep away from my phone and my thoughts for as long as possible.

Tomorrow is fathers day so I will probably go and see my grandpa and have tea with him since it is a day all for them. I will not bee seeing my actual dad as he is too concerned with my brother to even offer to invite me to see them. Apart from that I am probably just going to be playing games all day just to take my mind off everything that has been happening.

I did see this post about fathers' day and how it should be changed to a special day but I thought if we were saying this about mothers day there would be a massive uproar about it but because it is hatred targeted towards men then it is alright. This is what angers me about sexism because don't get me wrong I support the movement of feminists but only if they want to be treated as equals and not overpowered as I think we should all be equal in this world instead of some people being treated better or worse than others.

This world has always had a problem with not being equal whether it is because of your gender or because of your skin color, I think it is time that we all get treated as equals and that's what we are. We are all equal to each other. I practice this in my life when someone treats me bad I will treat them just as bad or do things just as worse to prove a point it anything. It really helps people to see it in a different light and makes them realize that maybe what they did was not the right thing to do. 

Stay Frosty Much Love IFB :) 

Day 88 Of Daily Journal

Day 88 has been another long day, I did not get much sleep last night and I don't think I will be getting a lot of sleep tonight either.

Day 88 Of Daily Journal

Today, I went to work from home like I do every Friday and that really lifted my spirits up it also helped me to take my mind of things that have been happening. I have had it really ruff these past few days but I have been keeping it to myself because I am embarrassed about it. There is a lot of stuff going on in my head and I just don't know what the answer is to anything and it is getting harder and harder every single day.

Tomorrow, for the first time I do not know what is actually happening tomorrow, I will probably just spend most of the day in bed just relaxing and thinking about stuff that is going on. It will be nice to not have to wake up tomorrow and just lay in bed as I have been really busy these past few days and I have been trying to get on top of everything again.

I have been trying to focus more on my mental health and just trying to process stuff a bit easier but it is still very hard for me. The worst thing is I feel like I brought all of this upon myself for actions that I have done in the past. I live life with only one regret and I know what that regret is but I tried to rectify the mistake that I made and it has all fallen down around me. 

There are going to be some very tuff days ahead of me and there is not a lot that I can do about it because it is out of my control. I wish I had some sort of control again but I don't, I need to think about what is right for me and focus more on what makes me happy. I have been having some really terrible mood swings lately I am not sure if that has got anything to do with the lack of sleep or if it is because of the amount of stress in my life.

I hope that it does become easier for me one day but I can not see that happening anytime soon.

Stay Frosty Much Love IFB :) 

Terms And Conditions- Accept To Sell Information

Whenever you are signing up for something online there is always the terms of service or the terms and conditions that you have got to accept in order to proceed. But, do you actually ever read them.

Most of the people who are signing up to a website are doing it in order to proceed through the website so they want to get this process out of the way as soon as but this is where your information can get leaked. When you press accept without reading them you are allowing the website to do whatever they want with your data and use your data however they want whether it is legal or not because you have allowed them to do this. 

We all need to start reading these so that our information can be as secure as possible as without reading them the company can do anything with your data. They could sell your number online to scammers who will try and scam you out of your hard-earned money. I think there needs to be an option that lets you choose what terms and conditions you want and still allow you to proceed anyway.

This is a crafty part of the signing up process because most sites will not allow you to continue to use their site if you do not sign up and you can not complete the signing in part fo the website without confirming these conditions. This is where they get you it is the small print of a contract but virtually as nobody ever reads them and we all need to start to. 

I was thinking that there has got to be a way where you can decline parts of the terms and conditions but still be allowed to complete the sign-up process. I would recommend the next time you are signing up for something just have a quick read through these terms and conditions and you will learn something new and you will also be shocked to see what you have just been allowing these companies to do. These terms and conditions covers the website if you are using it to do something illegal, most website will not allow you to do so but you will have no case in court if it happens to you because they will say you agreed to this when you signed up to the website.

If you are signing something you are always told to read what you are signing as you might be signing up for a punch int the face now this is unlikely but it is still a possibility. I am not saying that you need to read every single line of the terms and conditions but you do need to at least open them and have a scroll through them so that you can see what you are signing up for exactly. 

If you skipped to the end of this article to see what it is all about I will cover it for you here. Read the terms and conditions once so you know what you are signing up for and make sure that you are not signing up for companies to sell your data online. 

Day 87 Of Daily Journal

Day 87 of daily journal and today I only got 8 minutes of sleep last night, I did fall asleep earlier but that was because it has been a long day for me.

Day 87 Of Daily Journal

Today, I have been very busy I have had to do lots of personal stuff and I have just been doing anything and everything that I can to take my mind of everything that is happening. I was out of the house for most of the day so that is good but I am still not feeling any better today than I was yesterday. I am surprised that I managed to last as long as I did before crashing and going to sleep earlier.

Tomorrow, I will no doubt be doing the same thing that I did today to try and just keep me and my mind busy so that I do not have to think about stuff. I don't think things are going to get any better for a while so I apologize now if these posts are not as good as I would like them to be. I have started to feel cold very cold and I think that it is because I have not been sleeping at all.

It turns out that you can go a full night without any sleep but I would not recommend it as it messes your body up and it is like you have had a few beers. Without sleep, you can not focus and it does not matter how many energy drinks that you have you still will not be able to focus as your mind is too busy. 

I will start to get blogging properly again soon I just need to get myself out of this slump that I am in, that is not going to happen right away but it will happen soon I hope. I have not had a good day in a while and I know why it is just hard to explain in words as it is out of my control anymore.

Stay Frosty Much Love IFB  

Day 86 Of Daily Journal

Day 86 of daily journal and I have not gotten out of bed all day, it has been a long day and it is going to be a long night of no sleep and just lying there.

Today, I did not get out of my bed all day because I have not had the motivation to do so I have just been sleeping and just trying to recover from everything that has been happening lately. I am in a very difficult potion right now and it is too long to try and explain to people. The worst part is I have got no control over it and I can not change it because it is not my actions that have caused it.

Tomorrow, I have got to go to work which will be a first for me as I have not been able to work in a long time due to the current events that have been happening in the world. It is going to be good to just take my mind of things and it might help me to get out of this slump that I am in. These days are getting harder and harder each day and I do not know how many more days I can actually keep this up for.

Everything that has happened to me throughout these past few days has been out of my control and that is the worst bit because it is not how I wanted things to go but they have now and I have now got no more left in me to keep fighting. It has been the worst few days for me and every time I think about it I get worked up and it ends up making me feel worse and worse. 

I am trying to do everything that I can to take my mind of things but I just can't it is all just spinning around in my head and I can't do it anymore. I don't know what I can do to make myself feel better about it because I partly blame myself for what has happened even though I know that it is not my fault.

This is only going to be a short update as I have not got anything else to talk about really. I am trying my best to keep going but I just can't. 

Stay Frosty Much Love IFB 

Day 85 Of Daily Journal

Day 85 has been a really hard day I have had to go through some serious personal problems and it has really affected my mental health.

Day 85 Of Daily Journal

Today I went to town with my mum in the morning and then I went up to my nans again the same as what I did yesterday but then later on in the day I had to go through some serious personal stuff and it has basically destroyed my mental health. I have never ever been at this point before in a very long time and I have got no idea how I can get better from this because it is out of my control.

Tomorrow, I am going to spend most of the day in bed just not doing anything and just trying to sleep that is if I can actually go to sleep. I do not think that I will be able to go to sleep tonight as there is so much on my mind it is literally eating me alive. I do not feel like myself it is like something has been torn away from me. I know that I am going to be feeling like this for a while as well because there is nothing that I can do to make me feel better.

Before this lockdown happened I use to go to the gym whenever I felt low or whenever I was having problems with my mental health because it was my way of escaping it all but I can not do that without motivation and I have not got that motivation anymore.

Mental health is one of the most important things, it is a battle that everyone faces on a daily basis and it is something that you can not see. On the outside, everything seems fine but what is going on inside is a mess and there is no cure for that. It is a battle that everyone faces day in and day out and you do not know who is fighting it or who is genuinely happy. Everyone has there problems but for some people, these problems just become too much to handle and they end up doing something to themselves to make them feel better.

I can not keep fighting every single day just for the same thing to keep happening to me. I am destroyed. I am down to my core and I do not know how I can be better. I want to be better I do not want to feel like this but it is so hard to do. I really hope that there is something better for me in the future because I can not keep doing this.

As I have been writing this I have just seen some hopefully good news maybe things are looking up for me who knows...

Stay Frosty Much Love IFB  : )

Day 84 Of Daily Journal

Day 84 of daily journal and today has been the most un-motivational day I have ever had. I got a few bits done in the morning but that's about it.

Day 84 Of Daily Journal

Today has been the most un-motivational lazy day I have ever had. I went to town in the morning to go and see what card they had got for fathers day and then I have just been at my nan's for most of the afternoon just for somewhere to go that is not at home. There has got to be something wrong with me because I have not been motivated to make blog posts. I sat down at my computer to write another post but nothing happened I just gave up I guess.

Tomorrow, I am going to go back into town in the morning with my mum has it is her turn to go to the bank and then I think I will end up at my nans again for most of the afternoon as my mum will be there and it is just somewhere different from at home. The weather has been lovely for the past few days but tonight it is just far too hot to do anything. It is really off-putting as I just can not focus in this weather, not only that but my chair is also giving some serious leg pain. It is so uncomfy to sit on I tried putting a pillow on there but I just kept slipping off it.

I would really like a new chair but any money that I get is just going to start back into the insurance as that is much more important than a new chair right now. Plus, most of the chairs I have seen that actually comfy are just mega expensive so I can not afford them. I did try to find some more work online but it was just not what I was looking for so I just didn't bother looking any further.

This heat is absolutely killing me I want it to go back to the nice cold mornings and nice cold afternoons as I seem to be able to be much comfier when it is in the winter, probably because I can wrap up warm. These tablets that I am on for my hayfever probably are not helping me but of well, I have got to do something otherwise I will end up in the hospital again with it. 

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Day 83 Of Daily Journal

Day 83 of daily journal and today has not been that bad of a day if I am honest. It went a lot better than I thought it would. 

Day 83 Of Daily Journal.

Today, I put my subwoofer back in my car and wired it all up, and then I messed around with the sound settings to try and get it just right just the way that I like it. After I had done that I went up to my nans for Sunday dinner which was very nice as usual. It was very nice to see her again as I have not been able to see her for a few days with everything that has been going on with that girl. 

Tomorrow, I have got to go to town in the morning to take some money out of the bank so I can go and pay my nan back for helping me out with my insurance, and then that girl has asked to see me. I do not know if I am actually going to see her especially with everything that happened yesterday. Part of me wants to move on and the other part of me wants to work things but I think this time she might have lost me for good.

Last night I gave her the option to remove him from her life so that we can be happy again but that was not the case, she did in fact unfollow me and it was at that point I knew who she really was. It was at that point that I lost all feelings for her and I knew that there would be no going back after that. I did decide to give her the benefit of the doubt and thought that she might have changed so I asked her to see me today and she didn't which just proves it further really.

I am still lost on what to do with her as I am unsure if she has changed or if she is just telling me what I want to hear so that she can have us both again. That is one thing that I know for sure she will not be having us both. If I do see her tomorrow and she does manage to fix it then he has got to be out of her life. The second that he might come back in is the second that I would leave. I would just pack my bags and go. There would be no need for an explanation I would just go. If I am honest I am actually thinking about doing that now especially with everything that has been happening throughout these past few days.

I have been able to talk to a friend about it and they have helped me out a lot and tried there best to clear things up with me. They did tell me to just be single for a bit and focus on myself as if I am not happy then I can not make anyone else happy. But for me, that is not the problem. I am happy with myself more than happy with myself and I just want someone to share that feeling with.

Let's just hope that tomorrow goes well and if it doesn't and I am with her I will just leave because I do not have time for that anymore. 

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Day 82 Of Daily Journal

Day 82 of daily journal and today has got to have been one of the worst days I have ever had, I am not sure what to do next.

Day 82 Of Daily Journal

Today, I saw that girl again and she was meant to do this amazing plan that she had and nothing happened when I saw her. This amazing plan fell through like a snowmobile on thin ice. I gave her the benefit of the doubt and told her she has until midnight to get things sorted and she didn't instead she unfollowed me not him me and then carried on to tell me she loves me. You can not do that to someone you love. I put 8 months into trying to get things to work with her and even that was not good enough.

Tomorrow I am going to go to my nans for Sunday dinner, that girl has said to me that she is going to see me in the morning which I doubt a lot. I told her I am going to be out in the afternoon which I am. To be honest all of this should have happened a long time ago. I have got my car back working now so that is a good thing and I have been working on some way to maybe earn a little extra cash online as well. I will be making a post about that soon.

All of this drama and stress has destroyed me right down to my last breath. The same stress every day no matter what, I knew that she would have picked him over me. The best bit is this is all because her friend has told her to, that is not my concern anymore. It is time for me to take some personal time and just focus on myself for a change. I can not remember the last time I was alone, it is going to be strange for definite. 

This whole experience has given me a lot to learn from and I do not know what is going to happen in my life next I have no idea what the future is going to bring but hopefully it is never like this ever again. I can not do this again and as soon as it ever becomes like this then I will just leave straight away I am not putting myself through this again. I really can not do it.

Let's see what the future brings I hope that it will be better than this because anything is really better than this. The most important thing to remember is that it is not the end of the world and there are lots more other people out there. 

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How Social Media Is Ruining Our Lives

Every day we find our selves endlessly scrolling through social media whether it is just to catch up current world affairs or if it is to just kill some time we find ourselves stuck in the endless scrolling on social media.

How long does the average person spend on social media-

The average person spends around 2 hours a day on social media and for the younger people, it is a lot longer. Just think those 2 hours could have been spent doing something productive like cleaning or learning a new skill. You will never get those few hours a day back. It is time to put the phone down and have a break from social media. See how long you can last without going on your phone or on social media. 

The Impact Of Social Media Has On Our lives-

Social media does not kill just time but it kills our ability to think and be productive it stops us from being productive and actually getting something done. There is a strong influence from what you see online to what you buy as well but that is a topic for another blog post. I was just browsing Facebook and then I released the time and I thought there has got to be something a lot more productive that I can be doing with this time than just browsing endlessly.

Social media tells us what to like and what to not like without you even realizing it. It affects something in your subconscious that says oh a lot of people have liked this I should as well, I think it is built into human nature to try and fit in with everyone else because if you stand out then you become a target. This is the main reason why I do not post anything on my personal social media accounts because it is my life it is private to me and I do not want to be sharing it with everyone else.  

How To Take A Break-

You do not have to delete your account but you can just delete some of the apps that you use without deleting the account and then you will not be tempted to try and go on it as it will not be there for you to use. Whenever you have got some spare time to try reading a book or calling a friend, you can still use social media to connect with people as long as you do not get stuck in the endless scrolling through absolute rubbish filling your head. 

Apart from influencing what we buy social media influence what we hate as well, you might think that it is your own personal opinion but the chances are that you have already seen it posted somewhere online and you are just going along with what other people are saying. A long time ago there was not the need to try and fit in and everyone had there own opinions that they formed but now everyone is just going along with what is trending. 

Affect On Mental Health-

It is going to be playing on your mind the number of likes you are getting your popularity, how popular your posts are and then you get people calling you names and judging you always. The worst part is you will not know that they are doing it but there will be people out there that will judge you for what you post. It will make you paranoid and second guess yourself as you will be so concerned about the like the follows the views and not what is really important in life. Take a break and see how much better you will feel.

Social media kills an endless amount of time that we are never going to get back so try just for a few days putting the phone down and not picking it up and see how much more you get done in a day. Yes, there will be times where you get bored but when that happens try learning something new. Take the break now. 

Day 81 Of Daily Journal

Day 81 has been a very strange day indeed, I went to work and was also offered another job but then there were still some issues with that girl again.

Today has been a strange day filled with some ups and some downs it is really hard to put an exact word on what today has been so I am going with strange. I went to work earlier on and that was very good I always enjoy work and it was my boss's birthday today as well so that was a good way to spend it. I have been offered a job as well to be an electrician assistant, I am not sure what to think of it but it should be good. I did not see that girl today either and I am sick of it at this point.

Tomorrow, I am not sure if I have got work I have been noted down to be working but I am not sure if I am actually going to work or not as he has not given me a time to be there which is a bit annoying but what can you do really. That girl also said that she was going to see me tomorrow but I don't see that happening either. The money from this new job is not a lot but it is still a little something to keep me going for my insurance which I have got to sort out soon.

That girl said that she was going to facetime me tonight and never did and she also said that she was going to see me today and never did that either. She has however kept messaging her ex and been lying to me about it. I am sick of it at this point there is nothing more I can do for her and I can not do anything else for her. It looks like she is never going to change her way and this plan that she keeps saying she has got has been going on for the past 4 days now. Still, nothing has changed so that was probably just more lies to keep me going for a few more days.

I think I am going to start having the mentality of what happens, happens and whatever doesn't won't if you understand what I am saying. It is like I can not stop her from what she is doing and it seems like it is just the same thing day in and day out. Maybe I just need to back off from her and let her live her own life, she has made it clear that she does not want to get with me so why bother trying to change that.

In the past, I have tried so hard for her to change her mind and show her that we could be happy together and that just got me really hurt in the end so there is no point in trying to make that happen. Let's just hope that something good comes from this job that I have got and I know that it is not going to be a lot of money but it will still be something extra.

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Day 80 Of Daily Journal

Day 80 of the daily journal and today I have not left the house at all today and in fact, I have barely even left my bed. 

Day 80 Of Daily Journal

Today, I was supposed to go and see that girl again so that she could do this plan that she has got but I got let down again so I have just spent the day in bed mostly. I have been sleeping a lot more today as I did have to get up early for if I was going to see her but then when we canceled it I went back to sleep for a bit. It was rained off today and it is supposed to rain tomorrow so who knows if I will actually get to see her anytime soon.

Tomorrow, I am meant to go and see her again but this time it is going to be in the afternoon as I am not getting up early again tomorrow plus she has got stuff to be doing in the morning anyway. I would like to see her tomorrow so that we can put all of this behind us and so that we can be happy together again. I am just trying to stay focused on the positives and not the fact of being let down, who knows maybe she might stay at mine tomorrow.

I do not mind staying in bed all day as I have literally nothing else to do, I have thought about doing more blog posts but I do not want to run out of content and then go days with only one blog post. Yesterday I did do that gardening for my neighbors and I think that I have pulled a muscle in my arm as it is starting to hurt a bit and that has been putting me off from typing out blog posts as it is my dominant arm. 

Let' all hope that tomorrow will be a better day compared with today I have got work tomorrow so that is something to look forward to anyway. Something strange that I have noticed when typing this is that I only use my little finger for holding down shift I thought that I really used it for more than that when typing but clearly not. Just a little strange thing to look at when you are typing. 

I have been looking into how to grow the blog page more but I think I have just got to keep going at what I am doing and eventually I will get there. I did not know but I have made over 350 blog posts I think I will do an overview at 400 blog posts so you can see how far I have grown.

Thank you for taking the time to read this update and I hope that no matter what you are all doing it is something good and you are enjoying what it is that you are doing. A small task for you to try is to type a sentence or two with your eyes shut and see how many words it is that you get wrong.

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Does Technology Give Us More Freedom

Overall, I would say that technology does give us a lot more freedom as it gives us platforms to share our voice but it can also control what we say and what message we are trying to promote.

Why Technolgy Limits Our Freedom-

Censorship: 

Whenever you post something online there is a chance that it might be around for 5 minutes before it gets removed or even just does not let you post it because these content sharing platforms can limit what you post. For example, throughout the past few days, Facebook has stopped me from posting links to my blog page as it reportedly goes against there community standards but it does not. Most things that you post online will be checked and double-checked to make sure that it is suitable to post and the majority of the time they are, sometimes your posts can slip through the checking stage and appear on timelines for people to see this is why they give you the option to report and remove posts. 

Criticism For Your Posts:

If you post online you have got to think the number of people that you are reaching as it is not just a few people it is millions and millions of users. Just like they can react in a good way to your post there will be some people who will not like what you post as well. You will get criticized for what you post. Just look at some of Donald Trump's tweets. This is not just text posts that you make but it can be videos, music, and all sorts of content that you have created through the use of technology. Sometimes your past posts can even creep up on you as well and then have a negative effect on your current career that you have got. 

Advertisements:

When you are online you will see lots of advertisements like you can see around my page as this is how some content creators make their money. For me right now I am not getting a load of page view so I am only making around 2 pence a day and even then it is a stretch, these adverts might annoy you but it is the only way to make some money online. 

Privacy:

Anything you post online can be seen by millions and millions of people whether that is a selfie or if it is your views on current politics that are happening. It is very important to try and limit what people see of your profile. Your phone will also have the location of where ever you are and sometimes this can be accessible by what you post online. There is a great series you can watch on this called don't F with cats, it goes into a lot of detail about it and I would highly recommend it if you are curious about how people can track you down online.

Why Technology Gives Us More Freedom-

Staying Connected:

Technology has made it possible for us to all carry a mini-computer in our pockets and this mini-computer lets you connect to millions and millions of people around the world. There are over 4.57 Billion people that currently use the internet and that is over half of the world's population, each one of these users is able to connect with other users through social media and other messaging services.  

Freedom Of speech:

All of this tech has made it possible for people without a voice to get there message heard through computers and it gives them the option to speak there mind and have a way to communicate with other people. Technology has given people the option to say whatever they want whenever they want it has made it possible for people to speak out about life events and has made it possible to share endless amounts of details with billions of people.

Sharing Opinions:

All of the social media platforms have made it possible for users to share their opinions about anything and everything. There are so many endless opportunities for you to spread your voice and create your own following. It also has allowed customers to review products and improved customer feedback options by so much as anyone can leave a review of a product and even recommend products to friends.

Overall-

Technology has given us freedom so much more freedom than we would ever need it has given the opportunity to share small details in your life that you just did not need to share online. Some would argue that we have got too much freedom online but that is a discussion for another time.  

Day 79 Of Daily Journal

Day 79 of my daily journal and it has been a better day today, it has not been perfect but things are getting back on track which is great.

Day 79 Of Daily Journal

Today, I woke up extra early so that I could go to the garage and collect my car and it is now fixed and it starts up so nice it is like a brand new car. It was the starter motor that had gone in it and if I had known that for sure I would have replaced it myself at a much cheaper price, next time it goes wrong I will know that it is the starter motor but this should last me a long time. I went to go and see that girl today which was very good, I did not see her for long but it was still very good to see her.

Tomorrow, I am going out to see her again and I think we might sort things tomorrow which I am looking forward to. I hope that I do not get played again I think that this time we are doing things properly and I am very much looking forward to it. I do not know why but I have been feeling very good recently like within the past few hours, I have not done anything differently but I have just got a good feeling.

Money is still tight with all of the lockdowns so I had to cut the grass for my neighbors today, I decided to where sort of a maks so that my hayfever does not get set off. It wasn't much of a mask it was more of a vest tied around my neck just so that I would not react as much to the hayfever. After I cut the grass I made sure that I showered right away so that I would not be sat in pollen covered clothes and have it on my skin as that would set my off.

It feels so nice to have my car back it is like I have got my freedom back it gives me the choice to just leave when I want and drive where every just to get out of the house for a bit. That is the best thing about driving having the freedom to do what you want when you want, the only limitation that you have got is the fuel and the car it's self obviously because you do not want to break down in the middle of nowhere. Luckily for me, my car wouldn't start on my drive and not on some random street.

I am so glad that I am feeling more like myself again as recently it has felt like everything has been falling apart around me but I think things are starting to go back on track. I mean things are still going to go wrong but I have more control of it and it is almost like I have got a new outlook on life. Staying positive and keeping going is the key to get through the bad times.

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Is Technology Replacing Us

Every day we see a new gadget coming out that is making our lives easier and easier but will technology one day replace us as a race or will a new civilization start where there are no humans and just robots,

You have probably seen the television program called futurama which is based a long time into the future and their version of plant earth is filled with robot and there are very little humans left. This could become a very scary version of our planet right now as we have currently got robots that are fixing robots. Just think about that one day we are going to become obsolete and there will be no need for humans at all.

The advancements that are being made with AI ( Artificial Intelligence ) right now are shocking there have been robots that look exactly like humans and there are even working on a skin that looks exactly the same as human skin. There will be a point where there are more robots than humans on this planet and I am not sure if this is a bad or good thing.

If there are no humans then there is not a problem with race or anything like that and it removes violence because if a robot is showing signs of any violence then they can just get shut down and then started back up with some new emotions. We would not have to worry about human emotion or human laws because there would not be any humans. The humans that would be left would have to do maintenance of the machines that fix the robots although saying that there would probably be a robot for that too.

There will be a day where there are more robots than there are humans and then I think there will be a robot up raising where the robots will overtake the humans. If you think about it the age of automation is now, there use to be a lot more jobs for people to and now there is less and less as robots are overtaking most jobs.

This lock down has made us all realize that we do not need to go to work as much so there is no need for that big block of office spaces and there will be a lot less use of humans in the workplace.

Robots are going to replace us at some point because right now there is a robot nearly for everything that you might think. They are becoming highly intelligent and some are even becoming creative which is something only humans could have been for the past few years. 

Technology is always changing and there will be a point where technology will be able to invent new technology which is amazing to think about. It has removed the human interaction that we have by using face-time and programs like that and it is making it more and more possible to connect with people without having to go around the world to go and talk to them you can just send them a quick message.

So yes I think that technology is slowly replacing is and it will take over. Right now humans control the powerful tool which is the media but what would happen if robots took over that and made there own broadcasts that have just facts and no human opinion. It will be a strange world when technology does replace us.

What do you think is technology slowly overtaking our world. 

Day 78 Of Daily Journal

Day 78 of my daily journal and today was just as disappointing as the rest really, kind of getting bored of this sort of stuff happening now.

Day 78 Of Daily Journal

Today, I was supposed to get my car back but it has still not been fixed so that was another letdown and because I could not get my car fixed that means that I could not see that girl so she decided that she was not going to block them because she wants to do it in person which makes no sense to me. She lied to me about messaging him again today which does not surprise me at this point just getting used to it.

Tomorrow, I have got to wake up early because the garage phoned and said that it would be ready in the morning so I want to get my car back as soon as possible. It should be all fixed and it should start now which is a good thing. If I have got my car back then I am going to see that girl when she can see me, I know that she has got some other stuff to do so I will end up waiting for her again and I will no doubt be waiting for her all day for her to turn round and say that it is too late for me to see her now.

I am going to cut the grass for my neighbors at my nans tomorrow as he has offered to pay me for it so that will be something to fill the time with. I will be writing another blog post as well tomorrow, I am not sure what it is going to be but we shall find out when I publish it. I am going to be putting a lot more effort into the blog posts and I want to try and make more posts if it is possible to see how far I can grow this blog page.

My goal for this blog page is to try and reach as many people as possible and it is to try and earn some money from it but that is a losing battle so far. I have figured out how to stay focused on the posts so that I can write more and that means that I can publish more posts which gives all of you lovely readers something to do whilst we are in lockdown, or just bored of seeing the same stuff online. 

My life has got really complicated recently so that is why I have not been making as many blog posts as possible but whilst I have not been writing posts I have been looking into how to get more traffic to the site some really good ways but then some other not so good ways.

I have still not been able to get a haircut so my hair is very long on the sides and it is starting to tickle me inside my ears which is not very comfortable. I am trying to manage it so that I can grow it even longer, I think that is what I am going to do with it just keep growing it out because knowing my luck recently I will go and get it cut and then we will go into a second lockdown so I will have just wasted it. 

As always let's hope for a better day tomorrow but I have not got my hopes up I am starting to think that someone has cursed me and they are just watching it from afar. 

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