Day 64 Of Lockdown Journal

Day 64 of lockdown journal and what a journey it really has been, accomplished many things today.

Day 64 Of Lockdown Journal

Today has been a good day I have managed to get some newish tires for my car and I also went on a walk today which was very refreshing. My back has still been hurting but not as much as it was yesterday so it seems like it is getting better. My hayfever has been playing up a bit today but I imagine that is just because I have spent a lot of time outdoors. 

Tomorrow I am going to see that girl again as I do miss her but it is still difficult between us as we both still need time to get over things. I am sure that it won't take too long for us both to get over but it does need more time. I might not be posting as much tomorrow as I am going to be with her but I will do as soon as I get the chance to and I will make sure that I post my daily update as usual.

All of this is very complicated just like a lot of things in life but it is how we deal with it and how we get over it which is the most important part. Tomorrow I am hoping it is going to be a good day and I hope that we do not argue. I will be getting up early so that I can get ready to go and see and so I get to spend as much as possible with her. 

Things are getting complicated because her family is not so keen on me and she has to tell them that she is not seeing me in order for her to actually see me which is not right I just hope that she does tell her mum at some point that she is seeing me as I am not going to be kept a secret again. I have done that once I will not do that again. 

My mum is going back to work again tomorrow so I will not be seeing her around the house as much but I will still see her when she gets in from work. I am still looking for ways to make some money so that I can pay for my insurance when the time comes for it. 

I have been feeling very highly of myself today I am not sure if it is because I got a lot done or if it was because there has been some good weather and I was able to just relax and not pay attention to anything else and just chill for a few hours.

Stay frosty much love IFB :)